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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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REaDS this u fucks. but yeh im donw w/ this gheyness thing. to emo for me i guess.... <3 peace
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Monday, November 21st, 2005
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My shoulders ache once more. Ugh. Work is a drag like usual. Some of my friends are being really shitty. Shelfish little brats is what they be, need to get a little ass whoopin and grow the fuck up. Then again, I am older than most. Anyways, I want to be drunk as shit. I finally can smoke now. Have been stoned since I took my drug test. It's great. But I must admitt I love drinking better. Sometimes. Hmmmm I need to get my license back. This no ride shit is getting to me. Especially when you don't have jack shit worth reliable people that won't do shit for you. I won't buy these bitches ciggs. no mo. -Payce the fuck out.
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Friday, November 18th, 2005
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So......... who would like to go to community service w/ me on the weekends? Come on don't be lame, I know Kate Jones can't be the only cool one. I only ask this b/c even though Kate did volunteer to go w/ me I don't think she will find it very amusing after going the second time. Kate, if you decide fuck it and go w/ me a lot I will be very happy. lol. I need someone that would help me not drive myself insane and that could help me keep my sanity while goin to these lame places. Fortunately I can go to these places under the influence of great things. Haha yes. Ummmm lets see what else? Oh ya today is Friday woo hoo. I will party tonite, get drunky drunk. Then yeh. Someone come w/ me to this cat place tomorrow. Kate? We will smoke some weed before we go. ya? <3
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Thursday, November 17th, 2005
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| Subject: | WEED. |
| Time: | Thursday, November 17th, 2005 at 7:36am |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | x-ray spex. |
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So yesterday was chill. Kinda. Right after me drug test I smoked weed. First time in 45 days or more. Got so ripped off of Kate Jone's bro's bong. It was so nice. Damn I forgot what feeling high felt like. how fuckin' sad. It was like goin back to the neighborhood I grew up in. Anyways I had fun Kate, Lisanna,Keely, & Kim, even though I don't really think Kim took a hit. So I think today I might just smoke a little weed w/ the girls. Or I dunno. I'm at work early today. Sux. Oh and this bitch is on her rag!!! Haha. But dammit, I didn't wanna be on my rag when my babay came down. Oh well. He'll get over it ;). -Peace.
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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| Subject: | bitch up the ho |
| Time: | Tuesday, November 15th, 2005 at 12:30pm |
| Mood: |  bitchy. | | Music: | some bitch coughing up a lung. |
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Um I don't mean to sound like a cheap whore, like half the people who have this journal do, no not meant towards any of me friends just in general. but um im getting a pregnancy and std test. why? b/c motha fucka.... i already had sex w/ ma boy and i wanna know if the kid is clean. i was told by his own mother, that he is. but still. its always good to have a checkup. so wish me luck. i will let u all know on this journal whats up. even if its the truth. why hide it. i have clamedia!! haha ew im j/k. but i do know someone who does. and thats fuckin nasty. anyways, this week, man has been stressful at work. i wanna kill someone. i seriously had to take a few out of the office breaks to catch up on my breath and not explode. haha its like uh..... hmmm.. pcp rush i would say? my fists are all red and bloody for beating on the desks. yehhhhh fuckin rage fit. thats how i do. the old me is coming back. actually fuck that i have always been a rage bitch w/ anger problems. but i have just learned to control them recently. this week may suck, but this weekend is gonna be the best. my babay is comin down. oh man are we gonna tear eachothers shit up! thats right ya heard. get ova it. oh and i get drug tested tomorrow. meaning i can probably smoke after that. i better not get another drug test if i show up clean on this one. or i will wanna go on a cop killing spree. for reals. -peace the fuck out
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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So yeh last nite was so fuckin crazy. Got drunk at Katelyn's w/ all my peeps, Kayla was there, haven't seen that girl in so long, finally hung out ho :) . Then after about a few, (more than a few) shots we all headed out to the el cajon ABANDONED, BOARDED UP Insane Asylum. We all got in, man its so fuckin cool, would be a chill place to throw a fat party w/ not drunk and obnoxious retards. There were so many rooms and broken glass and man its hard to explain but ya just had to be there. I would NOT wanna be walkin inside the places all by myself. It was way dark and all we had was the lighters to lead us through the rooms and shit. It's a fuckin huge place that u can get lost in (maze). Anyways By the end of the nite we saw some flash lights in the other rooms so we freaked out thinkin they were the pigs. But ended up it was just another pack of kids. Kate Jones and I decided to go home cuz it was getting late. We ended up running out of the fuckin place goin under fences and shit. Cuz we heard some weird noise come from another building, which wasn't occupied from last we heard, but who knows. It was fuckin creepy shit, but fuckin fun. Haha to all that smoked inside, that was fuckin bad. Nothin better than sittin in the dark, in a creepy mo fo room, insane asylum and smokin the ganj. Welp yeh that was my nite. Kate thanx for bein my butt bud girl. I think we both needed that man, shit was nutts. I might post some pix up on my myspace later or somethin. -peace
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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| Subject: | Constipated |
| Time: | Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 at 1:54pm |
| Mood: |  constipated. | | Music: | fuckin' phones at godamn work goin off!!!. |
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Ugh I feel like I wanna go home!!! Dammit I'm pissed. I wanted to see the adicts but I can't tonite. go to fuckin hellall u bastards that can!!! <3. Um anyways I wanna take a shit but I can't its blocked. Fuckin cunt!!! Lick my twat biotch. I'm classy :)
-Mad Dog (Wha?)
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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| Subject: | Mother Fucker!!! |
| Time: | Thursday, November 3rd, 2005 at 12:47pm |
| Mood: |  angry. | | Music: | tracks of sublime through me head-it never fails. |
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Wow I'm pissed. My probation officer is a fuckin' moron. That goes to all officers actually. He blew my drug test date off. Dirty little pig didn't even call to let me know or anything. I had to phone the fuck. So now I go to wait even more without smoking. I can handle it, it's just really fuckin' hard. Sweet mary j is part ma life. Sad, but so fuckin' true. Anyways, I am such a fuckin junk food junkie. I can't stop I'm addicted to it all. Im gonna have a fuckin heart-atack at the age 23 i swear. Oh well. I'm such a loser, i missed my baby's phone call last nite, oh fuck me. Dammit! I haven't talked to him since the last time i saw him, which was right before he left this shit town. Blah. Suck a dick.
-im out
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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| Subject: | erm |
| Time: | Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 at 1:02pm |
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sugar daddy's are so bomb diggity! x-pt when they get stuck to ur teeth. um bitch give me weed now. sock it to me. p.s. im in love w/ a dead guy (bradley nowell) ur my fuckin hero <3
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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| Subject: | Last Nite |
| Time: | Tuesday, November 1st, 2005 at 10:16am |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | Pink Floyd- Dark side of the moon. |
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Was fizzun. Saw a couple of peeps haven't seen in a while. I loved my costume, and I thought others were pretty rad too. God I got shit runnin' throgh my mind right now. List of stuff I gotsta get dizun. Soon.
*67 hrs. of community service
*Finish my drug class
*Get my fuckin' essay from Kim (where it be ho)?
*Start stashing half my paycheck in the bank (not spending it like crazy for bad stuff, oh but i love it)
*Start getting my working attitude, (don't worry bitch I will rob a bank someday)
*Maybe take a visit to see my amor (miss u)
-There is more, well has to be, but can't think of it all right at the moment.
-Peace out bitches-
<3333
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
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| Subject: | LB |
| Time: | Saturday, October 29th, 2005 at 10:04pm |
| Music: | Guava Jelly- Sublime. |
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went to long beach today. it was rad. kinda. then garden grove. hah. dammit i wish i could smoke the greens. but nope, gonna be strong, not for a while here. anywho, it was so sad like the whole day i was thinking bout sublime and bradley nowell. i just wish i could of lived back in the day or wish he hadn't of died to see him perform. ya know. i dunno lb vibe eh? bleh. strep throat sux. i have it. but im on antibiotics so.... should go away soon. i want a burrito bitch!!! miss him. need some lovin. <3
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